BREAKING COVER

MY SECRET LIFE IN THE CIA AND WHAT IT TAUGHT ME

ABOUT WHAT’S WORTH FIGHTING FOR

THE CIA IS LOOKING FOR WALKING CONTRADICTIONS.

You must keep secrets but skillfully persuade others to tell you theirs. You have to love your country but willingly leave it behind for dangerous operations around the world. You need to live a double life but be trustworthy enough to carry out the nation’s most sensitive tasks.

Michele Rigby Assad was one of those people. Working undercover for the CIA, she served in treacherous areas throughout the Middle East—a woman leading some of the most highly skilled operatives on the planet.

The threats were real. The missions were perilous.

And deep inside, Michele wondered: Could she really do this job or had she misunderstood her life’s calling?
In Breaking Cover, Michele has been cleared to drop cover and tell her story of incredible struggle, of unexpected challenges and thwarted missions, and most significantly, of powerfully realizing what really matters in the face of her greatest fears.

I was always comfortable relying on Ms. Assad’s exceptional substantive expertise and commitment to her colleagues and our mission when we served together in an overseas war zone. Ms. Assad’s deeply introspective account of her CIA career, faith, and humanitarian work is an exciting read with firsthand insightful observations of the war-torn Middle East and valuable lessons learned, which readers will cherish.

Daniel Hoffman

Retired senior CIA officer

Michele Rigby Assad’s Breaking Cover is an absolutely amazing read! It will grab your attention on every single page as you follow Michele’s remarkable journey working as a spy for the CIA. Even as someone who spent three years undercover for the FBI at a Fortune 500 company during the investigation of one of the largest white-collar crime cases in US history, I was amazed at Michele’s courage and perseverance as she fought terrorism in the most dangerous part of the world, the Middle East. I was especially touched at how she inspires us all. Michele is a modern-day hero! Her book will inspire you to do more for your community, your country, and your society, and to live a life of significance.

Mark Whitacre, PhD

Subject of the Warner Brothers movie The Informant!, starring Matt Damon as Mark Whitacre

The first time I met Michele, I was struck by her fashionista style, her quick wit, bright smile, and immense knowledge of the Middle East. She quickly proved herself to be a hard worker, a savvy ops officer, and an outside-of-the-box thinker. Her vivid descriptions of her life and travels with the CIA are very authentic, very personal, and a great read. The day Michele told me she was leaving the Agency, she explained that she felt a calling to do something impactful for women, and though she didn’t know what that was going to be, she knew it would be significant. Her story is a riveting one. Although I can neither confirm nor deny that I worked with Michele, I can tell you she is a great patriot with a great faith who will continue to blaze trails wherever she goes.

Former Coworker

Breaking Cover is an authentic and honest look into a world that operates all around us, but to which most are oblivious. Michele masterfully shares the soul-baring tale of her life, from small-town Southern girl to fierce intelligence operative challenging evil face-to-face. This story is not a simple autobiography, but a story of how one individual—walking in humility and faith, recognizing that life is not about her, and willing to risk it all to serve her fellow man—changed and saved an untold number of lives. One thing is certain: Breaking Cover is just the beginning of Assad’s story. The best is yet to come.

Susan Richmond Johnson

Managing principal, The Ashcroft Group LLC; former chief of staff for management, US Department of Homeland Security

Bold, beautiful, and brave, Michele’s Breaking Cover is a must-read. She grants readers rare access into what it’s like to spend over a decade as an undercover officer in the CIA through riveting accounts of navigating life and work as a woman in war zones across the Middle East. Michele also lets us in on a bigger secret: She never felt like she was the secret agent type. Her courageous stories of resilience, faith, and grace will inspire millions of women (and men) to press on despite self-doubt, and to keep moving forward even in the face of fear.

Jenny Blake

Author of “Pivot: The Only Move that Matters Is Your Next One”

“By the grace of God, I discovered that struggle could become a skill builder, pain could become a motivator, and confusion could serve as a clarifier.”

Breaking Cover is a memoir about getting out of your comfort zone, doing hard things, and the unexpected blessings that materialize when you push through your fear.
  • Breaking Cover is an explosive tell-all memoir of a former counterrorism and counterintelligence expert for the CIA. (Book reviewed and cleared for publication by the CIA)
  • Gain an understanding of what it’s like to live and work undercover, particularly when all Westerners are assumed to be CIA where she was serving; “undercover” meant very little other than the fact that you walk around with a target on your back.
  • Obtain unique insights of what it’s like to deal with terror sources who have very little respect for you: “When debriefing any jihadist, most agents have three handicaps: We are Americans (strike one), Nonbelievers (strike two), and CIA officers (strike three). As I prepared myself to walk in and meet Abu Muhammad for the first time, I knew I had a fourth handicap: I was a woman.”
  • Learn what it means to “Get off the X,” a security phrase that prepares people to move (not to freeze) when they are ambushed or attacked. Read to see how Michele had to apply this concept to save her life in a country teeming with al- Qa’ida operatives.
  • Find out how hard it is to retire from the CIA: you have no useful resume, no connections outside the CIA bubble, and no understanding how your strange skill set applies to the outside world.
  • Read about how Michele and her husband Joseph summoned the courage to leave the CIA for their most impactful operation yet—a story of ISIS armies, persecution, and a humanitarian mission that will grab you and have you speed-reading to the finish.
  • Fundamentally, Breaking Cover is a story of how ordinary people can do extraordinary things—even in the unlikeliest of circumstances.

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